Dating marriage love communication register libya
I was angry and felt like i deserved some TLC an someone who gave their attention fully to me, so i went to meet this other guy and although i felt bad about it afterward, i didn't feel that guilty. i thought "its no harm and what he doesn't know wont hurt him" but now i feel angry at myself for letting another guy get close to me when its my boyfriend i love.i just thought "serves him right for not wanting to come and see me" and so i met up with him about 3 times and each time it was when i was mad at my boyfriend. This other guy keeps texting me now to meet up again but am saying no. my whole life would be ruined and am telling you all out there, thats its tempting, but you'll regret it in the end.He was very hardworking, systematic, religious, and smart.He didn't look that great, but was health conscious worked out every day and was really strong and confident. I was seeing my boyfriend too, and we had a fight as usual.
I had for a decade revolved my happiness around her.
Every now and then I told him I didn't wish to continue anymore, but he would cry and get emotional. When I got really mad and told him seriously he would cry, saying it's difficult and I felt sorry.............
This happened for an year, and another thing I want to tell, though its personal, is about my sexual life. Initially I wanted to be a virgin till I got married but I let him. It was painful for couple of times and later it wasn't.
Now I'm a selfish bastard and I work to make myself happy and not much more. She realized she couldn't be without me, I realized I could be without her. Stream of consciousness Well, I cheated on my 5 year boyfriend we met in college and fell in love.
Cheating isn't right and its never a good idea but you can recover. I never dated nor went out with any one before I met him, was always shy with guys!!